Salam alaik and greetings to all,
"If you love Allah, follow me; then Allah will love you & forgive your sins. Remember, Allah is Most Forgiving & Most Merciful," said Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him)
When you look at everything from your Lord,Who created everything,Who befalls tests,that angers your heart and sometimes even excruciating pain,that causes your entire desires to be not within your reach,plus making your life more difficult with hardships,THEN, it's for certain that your heart will be at peace;cos for sure His destinies are not for nothing.
It's not that He doesn't know of your life's sufferings,
your disturbed(not at peace) heart;
BUT maybe THAT IS WHAT HE WANTS,
because HE KNOWS,
hearts like these are the ones that are highly prone and easier to be intimate(akrab) and close(dekat) to Him.
SO, PUT YOUR FULL TRUST IN HIM, HAVE FAITH AND DON'T EVER LOSE HOPE~~! ALLAH KNOWS BEST, ALWAYS~~