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feeling: stressful, confused, angry, sad, disappointed, tired, exhausted

what's in my head right now: why am i not getting it my way? feels like sh*t.

pardon my bad language. I'm frustrated and I know it's wrong to feel so. I am supposed to be grateful for everything. Sepatutnya, aku bersyukur dengan segala kejadian and accept it as there is always hikmah di sebalik setiap perkara.

I'm sorry God. I know I may not get what I wish for, but u r providing me w everything that I need.

I asked for strength,
and He gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom,
and He gave me problems to solve.

I asked for courage,
and He gave me obstacles to overcome.

I asked for love,
and He gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for favours,
and He gave me opportunities.

"Maybe I received nothing I wanted,
But I received everything I needed"

walhamdulillah.


cheers,~