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No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is , He Won't Make You Cry

The Script; as promised *smiles*

okie dokies people~! Lil's back to show you guys some of the beautiful dialogues by those amazing korean dramas, in short kdramas~! hahaha...

drum rolls please. thank you thank you ^.^

- A: Opppa, no matter what, you will never ever doubt your love is it? Even if she spends one night with some other guy?
B: Yes. I never doubt her. Not once. Sis, Love is about understanding, not doubt. If you can't do that much, then, you don't deserve to love anyone yet. It's better to not start loving, if you doubt one easily.
A: Yeah, I guess I have a long way to go Oppa; even if I love a man so much, I still can't just blindly trust him.


- I think love is a sacrifice. Loving is learning to sacrifice, not to be selfish.


- Fateful love and old love. Love is like pickles and kimchi. Fateful loveis pickles. Pickles can be sweet and delicious but when u always eat them, you get tired of it unlike kimchi; you don't get excited by it, just like how you don't feel hyped about old loves.But, old love is the one that lasts - it is a comfortable love; and A comfortable love is the BEST ONE~


- I forgot others la, but there's so many seriously. hehe. you should try watching kdramas. it doesn't hurt to try right? hehe. But, warning: You'll most probably get hooked to it. hiahia XDXD

watch CITY HALL, MY NAME IS KIM SAM SOON, THE LAST DANCE IS WITH ME, THE ACCIDENTAL COUPLE, GOONG, BOYS OVER FLOWERS(ok, but many love it so much =.= hated the ending though), full house, ETC =D

cheers,~!! *winks*

random

feeling: stressful, confused, angry, sad, disappointed, tired, exhausted

what's in my head right now: why am i not getting it my way? feels like sh*t.

pardon my bad language. I'm frustrated and I know it's wrong to feel so. I am supposed to be grateful for everything. Sepatutnya, aku bersyukur dengan segala kejadian and accept it as there is always hikmah di sebalik setiap perkara.

I'm sorry God. I know I may not get what I wish for, but u r providing me w everything that I need.

I asked for strength,
and He gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom,
and He gave me problems to solve.

I asked for courage,
and He gave me obstacles to overcome.

I asked for love,
and He gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for favours,
and He gave me opportunities.

"Maybe I received nothing I wanted,
But I received everything I needed"

walhamdulillah.


cheers,~

Daily post~

I've been watching korean dramas daily for the past few weeks, and I have to admit that the koreans are getting so damn good with their dramas~! lol, I'm hooked to almost every new drama that is aired on KBS WORLD such as, the partner, the slingshot, the accidental couple, first love, he who can't marry, etc. they're just plain great~! haha. Plus, what makes it more admirable is how the koreans are capable to come up with such beautiful, full of meaning, and meticulously arranged dialogues~! in short, the scripts are defnitely well written~!!! my hats off the scriptwriters for being so creative and genuine~! XDXD

i'll post some dialogues in the next post~! till then~!

cheers,~ ;D

Life and its obstacles~

It's true that everyone are bound to meet the little speedbumps as you live your life. But then again, never get discouraged by these as they are just a fraction of what others have to go through. Each time you feel unlucky and unfortunate, this is when you should start thinking about those who are way less fortunate than you. It's a great way of getting yourself back on your feet. I can guarantee you; but if you compare with those who are lavished with such luxuries that you crave for, you would head for a downfall. Never take for granted as some depression may be of a humongous one which could drive you mad and derail you from your original aim of your existence. Always ensure that your head is held high, be proud and contented with what you are and what you have. As for me, being privileged with most of the things I desire in life, I am definitely most grateful. If there's anything that bothers me, be it emotionally or physically, I would turn unto Him. I will pray for His guidance and for the strength that I need. He is capable of providing me with everything as He is the Almighty. As it is normally phrased as (Maha Penguasa). Tuhan juga Maha Pemberi, Maha Penyayang kepada insan2 yang beriman kepadaNya.

all praise to Him.

cheers,~

can anyone understand me?

will people ever understand me properly and thoroughly? Do you think that I decide this for fun or for attention? Do you think this decision is going to destroy my future? Honestly, I have done some thinking on this matter. I have contemplated and meditated on it as well. It may seem abrupt to you, but IT IS NOT! It's just that you never realised about it till recently; that's why you feel it's sudden and drastic.

But please fear not that my priorities will go astray. It will definitely not go haywire as I am who I am. I always know how to set my priorities right, and to follow them! I will do my best with my best efforts, with all my heart, capabilities and strength; I will try to achieve for the best. This is how I am: I am a girl who feels that studies is indeed really imperative in my life~! Thus, please do not worry.

Please understand me. That's all I ask for. Please...

LoVe & Trains~! XD

How are love and trains alike? Haha, u readers must be thinking, "what is this girl with her comparison between love and trains, coffees and etc." lol, I won't blame you; I would think the same if I were you~! ;)

anyway, so, what can you think of? If you ever have any other ideas besides mine, please do top up by commenting or anything~! I would like to know more too. hehe.

let's see, first of all, both can stray from their paths. right right? if u get what I mean that is. lol

secondly, both have beginnings and goodbyes. yes, this is the sad part. haish.. :( *emo* hahaha XD

ok la.. dont wanna bore you guys w my wild thoughts. huahua ROFL~!

cheers,~

Coffee & LoVe~

I'm sure there are plenty of coffee lovers out there. lol

So, have u ever thought what Coffee & LoVe have in common?

Read on to find out more:

They're both sweet and bitter; and there are many varieties.

It's hard to switch once you get used to a certain flavour; the flavour changes depending on the temperature, but it's best hot.

It's addictive. Both love and coffee are hard to give up.

You start when you're grown up.

On a rainy day, you crave it more.

The mood has a big effect on it too.

Hmm. that's all I can think of for now. hehe XD

note: omg. sorry. there's no flow at all in this post. hehe. the idea is like so abrupt. sorry. my bad.

cheers,~

my thoughts~

Every being is made the same, only with different features; a unique feature of his own.

Everyone's hearts are equal;
You can love anybody;
There are no such thing as inequalities;
ALL LOVE are equal, it's how you treat it that makes it a whole new, beautiful experience, different from others'.

At times, we fear that we may be a burden to others;
But that's why we need each other more;
That's how we comfort each other;
That's how we bring meaning to each other;
That's how you bring meaning into your life, fulfilling the purpose of your existence*.

*everyone has their own purpose of being here on Earth. It is your choice to fulfill your purpose with all your heart, body, mind, and soul; With the utmost sincerity you can offer, with all your might, strength and ability.

Only recently I have figured my purpose of existence. But for now, I shall veil it. It is between me and Him. And that is all that matters to me. As long as He knows that I am coming towards His light, that is all that matters to me.

A Beautiful Phrase --> Passion is what breeds determination, discipline, and desire for achievement; and helps one to see beyond the shallow surface of life; that has so much to offer to those who seek it.

cheers,~

daily post~

"sebaik-baik wanita ialah yang tidak memandang dan dipandang"

"Allah telah menjanjikan perempuan yang baik itu untuk lelaki yang baik"

Untuk yang bergelar muslimah:

semoga Hijab menjadi Pakaianmu;

semoga Kesucian menjadi Amalanmu;

semoga Kesopanan menjadi Perhiasanmu;

semoga Syurga menjadi Tempatmu.

"Aku pasti berendam airmata darah andainya engkau menyerahkan seluruh cintamu padaku. Bukan itu yang aku impikan. Cukuplah kau mencintai Allah dengan sepenuh hatimu. Kerana dengan mencintai Allah kau akan mencintaiku kerana-Nya. Cinta itu lebih abadi dari cinta insan biasa. Moga cinta itu juga yang akan mempertemukan kita kembali di Syurga.

Aku juga tidak ingin dilimpahi kemewahan dunia. Cukuplah dengan kesenangan yang telah diberikan ibubapaku dulu. Apa guna kau menimbun harta untuk kemudahanku sekiranya harta itu membuatkan kau lupa pada tanggungjawabmu terhadap agamamu. Aku tidak akan sekali-kali bahagia melihatmu begitu. Biarlah kita hidup di bawah jaminan Allah sepenuhnya. Itu lebih bermakna bagiku." -VLL-

"A WOMAN'S HEART SHOULD BE SO LOST IN GOD THAT A MAN NEEDS TO SEEK HIM IN ORDER TO FIND HER"

cheers,~

Ampang Park

that's where I stopped this afternoon, with the intention of making my way to Menara Tan & Tan Building as fast as I could, but to no avail! How unfortunate. But then again, I shouldn't complain. Yes, I should not.

So, let me trace what happened right from the moment I got off the train. I got out and saw the guy-in-charge by the counter, asked him where this building is and he told me to turn right after I get out of the station. And of course I did the obvious and followed his instructions, but whoa! after walking in the right direction for a while, I noticed I was heading to an area where there's no tall buildings in sight. So, I turned around and walked back to where I was, looking around to locate the tall buildings around that vicinity. Ahah! I saw it! Thus, I walked in that direction and since I wasn't a 100% sure, I decided to ask for directions and this is where everything went wrong! so wrong! I'm even in disbelief right now, thinking of how some people could not admit and just say "I don't know." Instead, their pride had led me to get lost and I actually walked round and round the same place without getting to HCC! ughhhhhhh.. How devastated and disappointed I was when I figured that I was indeed lost! SESAT! yes, I could figure that much out. thank you. *eyes rolling*

anyway, when I actually found someone who really did know where it is, I was glad and heaved a sigh of relief. pheww. but you will not believe that I only found that person when I was right across the place where I came from originally i.e. the ampark park station! astaghfirullah al azim! I could not believe my eyes when she pointed towards that direction. Plus, she told me that I should take a cab cos it's far by foot. Anyway, you know me, a girl who prefers to walk as long as she is capable of it, but at that moment in time, I was on the verge of getting a cab since I was already so exhausted and felt like I was dehydrated as well, not to forget how sweaty+sticky I was due to the scorching heat & dust from the vehicles! thanks a lot! but lucky me, I didn't managed to stop any taxi. hehe. So, I ended up walking all the way there again!

All in all, I think I walked like 2-3 km, passing the same place again and again. haha. now that I think about it, I'm LOL-ing at it! XDXD But you have no idea how relieved I was when the building was in sight! haha. and the first thing that struck me at the sight of the building was "omg, so THAT IS MENARA TAN & TAN? so short!!!!!!!!!!" It's no wonder I could not locate it. I was on the wrong track the whole time, from the very beginning! I was looking for tall buildings! ughh. sad.

but I am grateful, and looking on the bright side, it was a good exercise for me. hiahia XDXD I am sure this was the reason I was led to "get lost" but made it to HCC in time. ngee~~ ><"

walhamdulillah, all praise to Allah ;D this is why they say - di sebalik setiap kejadian, mesti ade hikmahnye. *nodding head* ^_^

cheers,~

thank goodness~~

YES! I feel so fortunate that I have received my medical form today. I was afraid I might not get it till next week and that would mean I am not able to do my med check-up in time.

anyway, alhamdulillah.. hehe.. ;)

I'm off to pick my sis from school now, and then head to HCC to collect my med form: by lrt of course! i don't think I am able to drive in that kinda traffic. haha XDXD


cheers,~

how beautiful this is... can u feel it?

"ya ALLAH jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakan lah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaiMu" -syairah-

after reading this, I was so touched, indeed~!! those are amazing words; full of meaning and the deepest sincerity is veiled through them. I wish to imply that on me as well. then, i strongly believe all will be well and blessed~!

Amin.

cheers,~

another thing

I went to pick up my sister from school earlier in the afternoon. On the way there, I had to pass the BSC steep hill. Oh my goodness, I was like sweating that time when my car suddenly "mati enjin"! of course the first thing I did was pull the hand brake. haha. and then, I did the normal routine to get a vehicle to move while on the hill, but yet again, my car's engine stopped! I could not believe it! people started honking and of course I begin to panic, but I had to get moving and so I did it again; thank God it worked on the second attempt. haha. this is the problem with manual cars.

However, I'm sure I will improve the more I'm on the road :D

my trip to sunway and back home was fine too; except at the toll plaza. hehe.

cheers,~

FACEBOOK BEING BOGGED

to prevent my fb account from being crowded with tom, dick, and harry; I had just done a run through on my list of friends in fb. Well, I managed to delete bout 6 peeps so far - i'm sorry i had to, but it really doesn't mean anything to have someone whom I hardly keep in touch with; since my purpose of fb is to expand my network of friends whom I in fact, DO kit with. Yeah.

I will do a run through on my list of friends in fb periodically. Hopefully I have the free time. I definitely have to control on who's in and who's out. hehe XDXD

Some of my friends are in BTN camp now. lucky them. They'd be done with it by the end of the week. As for me, I've to go for it next week i.e. 13th to 17th of july. anyone been to BTN? care to chip in some tips for me? lol :P

cheers,~

YTN Reorientation~!!

awesome~ness!! that's the word for it~! Well, in the previous post, I wrote, "i hope i'll enjoy this camp." And true enough, I did enjoy the camp. almost every bit of it; especially at El-Azzhar Camp in Morib, Klang~! I loved the outdoors except the childish games; but I did enjoy the water activities. hehe XD

Let's see, another thing I enjoyed about this camp was the people I met. I definitely made new friends; and a few very good ones too - in such a short period of time~! ;) For this, I am on cloud nine! I am also very grateful to be given the opportunity to meet such nice beings. God bless them.

Not only that, I had new experiences as well such as listening to tazkirah - it's quite cool. lol. It was held in the surau and at least by attending it, I was not left to be alone: as it would surely be boring to be on your own. hehe. So, I followed my senior for almost every tazkirah session. haha :D

The beautiful souls I met -->

Kak Naili : Beautiful, both at heart and looks :D very nice and cute personality, patient, helpful, sharing and caring. A person who really practise what she preaches. one of the very good muslim girls, which are hard to find these days ;P she has taught me so much and has given me such a beautiful and sacred gift. I will treasure it and use it well. kak naili's such a witty person too. she's like a little girl though she's married.hehe..Overall, she's an A++ in my list. important person whom I hope to establish a lasting friendship with.

Hanim Hashim: called anem. a very petite person. nice, simple, helpful, sharing and caring, informative as well as down-to-earth. she's very supportive and she's been a very good roomie for the whole week I was with her. she's always there for you. definitely another A++ person in my life. I wish to have a friendship with her that would last a lifetime. Can't wait to see her in McGill and we are planning to go to UK together to visit kak naili. owh yes, jundi wants to tag along too. hehe.

Syakirin: he's known as syak, the Genius. when asked, "who do you think are 1st class potentials here?" and I would hear his name after. he was my group leader in camp. a good listener and considerate. a very tolerant person and he is very practical and modest. whenever I look at him, I feel like smiling cos he has a very unique look. he's very thin and tall. he has a very unique personality to boot with. all in all, an A person. hehe XDXD hope to meet him in the future; hmm. maybe we might be working together? haha

Acap: Ashraff Sanusi is his given name. What got me to notice him was the fact that I was one of the three names he could remember. lol. then, at camp morib - the first night when we went for the mud walk, through the paya bakau slumps, acap helped me a lot~! lol.never have I felt that useless in an outdoor activity. anyway, let's focus on acap here. haha. he's a very nice person, witty as well as fun and cheerful~! ppl around him would be bright w his presence. I feel comfortable too. he's cool and playful as well. owh yes, not to forget, he's loud n noisy. hehe. in a good way of course. for this, he's an A+ person to me. lol. I think i've taken a liking to him. hahaha XDXD

Azraf: he's gonna be my uni mate pretty soon. he's very playful and childish, loud and talkative too. outgoing plus cheerful. but then, I heard, in uni, he's not like that at all. he's a completely different person when he's aorund ppl whom he isn't comfortable being with. well, that's what I heard anyway. not sure how true it is. I shall see for myself. he's unique too. haha. he's an A person. he might be of great help tome in the future.hehe *evil grin*

Farah: a very strong girl with a strong heart. she's tough and different from many girls. she loves to travel and she safes a lot. but it all goes to her travelling. lol. she's also a very interesting person w her own unique personality to couple with. I'm sure she'll succeed in all her endeavours. hehe. an A person. ill see ya in McGill too dear~! ;)

Dolah: abdullah zubair. he was my teammate. lol. he's funny. he listens well and he contributes great ideas as well. he is also a nice person who helps others who are in need. he also has a strong fighting spirit especially when he tries his best to win something for the team~! ;) An A guy~! ;D



Fitri: a very nice guy. also my sister's batchmate when they were in Kolej Yayasan Saad, Melaka. he helped me out with bowling. he's awesome at it n seeing me who is really terrible at it, he kindly offers to teach me how to bowl. lol. and it worked~! my second game was wayyy awesome than the first. lol. i'm also honoured to receive a card from him at the end of the camp. hehe. thanks fitri~! grade: A ;D

and the list goes on....

Here are some camp pics --

There are more on facebook. It's quite rare for me to post pictures on fb but I decided to put it up this time cos a few of my camp mates would like to grab the photos since they don't have it. So, do feel free to get them from my page. user name: -------

All in all, this is one of the best camp I've attended; it's mostly due to the people involved. The facilitators were great too! they were fun and cool. abang --- and abang ---. lol. i enjoyed their company. I am definitely looking forward to the reorientation camp in two years time with my juniors. hopefully, they are a bunch of cool peeps too. lol XDXD

cheers,~!

ways to keep your powerful love alive.. =D

In the beginning of a relationship we do our best to give our partner the benefit of the doubt, expressing our love and goodwill, even when we're upset. However, as time goes on, it can get harder to resolve arguments and, therefore, harder to feel loving and forgiving towards our partner. It's at these times that we start to ask ourselves, is there a secret to making a relationship last? Is it really possible to live happily ever after?

The answer to these questions is, "Yes!" However, the hardest question to answer is: How do we do it? How do I have a lasting, happy relationship that doesn't end in a painful breakup?

The first thing to remember is that KEEPING A PARTNERSHIP HEALTHY AND HAPPY REQUIRES WORK AND THAT IT WILL NOT HAPPEN ON ITS OWN! -- just like a flower won't grow if it isn't watered and fed. Relationships need nurturing, tending to, time, and energy! We often forget that a couple contains two human beings who both need to be appreciated, heard, valued, and respected.

With this in mind, here are seven ways to make your relationship last:

1. Keep the lines of communication open. If you don't know how to express your feelings and/or have poor listening skills, learn to get better at both. You can read a book, take a class, or get into counseling. Good communication requires both the ability to express and listen.

2. Don't sweep your fights under the rug and think they'll magically resolve themselves. Do your best to resolve your first argument as soon as it arises so you won't have the same argument for the next 50 years, in different forms.

3. Remember that you love your partner; therefore, you want the best for her/him. Give her/him the benefit of the doubt when you feel angry, hurt, or disappointed. Talk to your partner; don't make assumptions.

4. Don't take your partner for granted. Tell your partner every day something you appreciate about her/him and how grateful you are to have them in your life.

5. Your partner should never feel like your enemy. If they do, something is wrong; remember that you fell in love with this person. If there's so much anger that you feel like you are enemies, get help somewhere as quickly as possible.

6. Gauge your relationship. Notice and don't ignore the warning signs if you're not talking, you're less affectionate, you're fighting all the time, and you're not happy. The sooner you acknowledge you're having problems, the sooner you can begin to solve them.

7. Always remember that you have the power to change behaviors in your relationship through different tools of self-discovery. You don't have to stay stuck in unhealthy ruts.

Good, lasting relationships are made up of two conscious individuals who have the desire to work on themselves with the determination to stay focused on the importance of their relationship. They do not take their partner for granted. They have their partner's best interest at heart and, therefore, build trust with their partner. When arguments come up, they don't ignore them. They address the issues and try to resolve them. When they see warning signs that their relationship could be in trouble, they act immediately and look for new ways to relate to each other.

This can be accomplished by anyone who is willing to take the time and energy to make their relationship a priority in their life. Nurture your partnership as it so richly deserves! You can live happily ever after, not with magic, but with work, awareness, and knowledge of yourself and your partner.

for the sake of putting up a post~!

let's see, wht did i do today?

owh yea, wait., yesterday first. i woke up at 8, ate breakfast, and went to pudu with my mom. hmm, we bought stuff for the condo's furnishing and etc. i got my universal adaptor too. ill need that when im in canada soon. hehe.. yippie.. ;)

then, went to bandar sri permaisuri n bought more stuff. haha. also bought some chinese kuihs. really nice. hehe. but too bad i dunno wht it's called. =.=

hmm, at 130pm, went str8 to KLIA to pick my dad from sabah and we headed to malacca~! yayy...been so long since i went there to visit my grandauncle n g/auntie as well as my uncle, aunty, and cousins. well, we made this trip since im gonna fly soon and wil not b able to join my relatives for CNY celebrations next year. sob~!!!!!!!!!! :'( waaaaaaaaaaaaaa... i'll miss gambling with my high school pals~!

anyway, let's move on to today's happenings. right. hmm.. *blankblank*

*bing bing* alright, woke up, went to bandar sri permaisuri again, hoping tht chinese uncle who sells those kuih is there, but oops, we were there too early i guess. too bad. then,c ame back home, i helped my mom at home and then she went out to send my brother back to his boarding school (RMC). the moment she went out, i slept right away. haha. i just love sleeping~! ;)

yes, i played the piano n guitar after that. owh, n then did some house chores. :D

i feel like such a good girl for helping around at home.. haha. pergh..

n now, im at the com, surfing the net and posting up some stuff to sell them online. owh yes, forgot to mention that my internet these days sucks~! it's always disconnecting itself.. urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... >(

ciao~!

cheers,~~

oops~! forgot to mention~!!!

did i forget to mention that I got my own guitar???!!!! hahahahaha.... yes, indeed~! I have just bought a new guitar for myself.. muahahahahhaa.. *evil laugh* hiahia.. anyway, now i can at least play the guitar at home~! yeehaaaaa... XDXDXDXD so happy~!

i love guitar~! i wish i can pluck though..it is way cool than just strumming.. haha.. oh well, see if there's anyone who can teach me plucking one day..yes. one fine day :D

cheers,~ :D

wht did i do today? :D

well, woke up at 650am. not my choice of course.. i had to.. since i had a meeting at 7am. went to lake garden for fellowship session with my CF members.. it was really rejuvenating since the air was cool and so fresh~! went to the mousedeer park and saw so cute kancils.. hehe.. they have such tiny legs.. n the way it runs around in the cage is so adorable.. :D hiahia.. i had some fun time..we had breakfast and lunch too. oo yea, saw ducks, moose and swan too. i enjoyed the greenery since i haven't been outdoors for a long time.. blame it on CIMP.. again.. ahahhaha... :P

owh yea, you know, if u don't have anything good to say about someone, then, just dont say anything... especially writing about someone without feeling any remorse cos u think they will never read it anyway.. i mean, u know, wht goes around, comes around.. :))

anyway, i played guitar and practised more to improve but of course i still cannot pluck at all.. hahaha.. i think tht is really hard n those who can do it..they're awesome~! :D

hehe.. wokies blog.. im done for today..haha.. :)

owh n i'm missing someone badly.. so sad :'(

cheers,
Lil

whoA~~~!!!!! CIMP is done~! at last!!! *sigh of relief* =D

hey hey~! haven't update my blog for a quite some time.. oh well, blame it all on CIMP. the craziest course I've ever done! this sem is the worst! saite! honto ni.. =.= so exhausting and tiring. BUT, my friends are awesome. i met so many nice people! yes, i will surely miss all of you^^

hehe.. after the last paper, i.e. calculus, I was snapping away like I have never done before. note: I don't like taking pictures.. this is one of the rare occassion. lol.. i mean, if I don't take pictures, I wouldn't have any memories of my friends and college! right after that, i was jumping and laughing all the way to pyramid! well, not literally.. haha.. i was given a lift by my friend, gosh.. he drove like a hell driver.. hehe.. no offense yea.. but it did scare me.. seriously! i mean, if they can drive, why won't my mom lemme drive on my own??!!! urghhh >(

anyway, reached pyramid, and we headed for pictures, but there was no movie that was of my friend nor my interest.. lol.. i mean, we lined up all the way and when it was our turn, we decided not to purchase any tix.. haha.. since we can watch superbly great and hilarious jap anime at the hostel. instead, we went to the arcade and goodness, perspired a lot! huahua.. :D

then. we went to forever 21 and tried on clothes.. so pretty.. :))

later, we went and have some ice-cream at new zealand natural since they had a promotion: free ice-cream.. haha.. n we bought the large portion at 50% off. it was really yummy, cooling, rejuvenating, and fantabulously delicious~! so satisfying~! and then, we ate korean food!! yayyy..one of my fav.. oh well, i can't help it.. i appreciate food and i enjoy eating.. heheh.. have to get back on my exercise routine..

then, we went back home.. goodness. i was so full, i almost couldn't walk..hahahahha.. :D and then, we continued our anime marathon! peach girl is sooo great! if you are a fan of anime, do watch it.. no regrets.. guaranteed.. heheh..

oh yea, n i played guitar before we started our anime marathon..ahha.. gosh, i never thought that guitar is so enjoyable and interesting.. i mean, previously, i figured and thought guitar was erm, dull of an instrument, which is ---WRONG---!!! hahahah.. it is the bomb.. it's easier than piano yet it sounds great! and very serene and peaceful.. hehe.. yes, i will get my guitar soon.. rela soon. but the cheap one though..lol.. i will be leaving malaysia anyway..so i cannot bring it with me.. sad..

I will be graduating next fri, so i guess i will be going to Sunway College again for the last time-hopefully--cos i'm so sick of the orange themed structures and buildings.. yucks.. owh yes, i will bake some brownies and maybe bring some for my friends.. hehe.. n kek batik too..

Naq, i'm going to miss u.. a lot! haha... cos u r the sweetest person i've ever met and when i'm with u, im more behaved like a girl.haha..

Maka: is that how u spell it? haha.. anyway, will miss yr laugh..it is sso entertaining.. but too bad, u have another sem ahead of ya.. hahaha.. good luck with tht bro..

Noer: my anime partner!hahaah.. i will miss u.. cos u're so cute and clumsy...lol.. n u're really nice..will miss yr mom's indonesian food.. sob..it is really nice and yummy..tummy satusfying always.. hehe

Medi: thanks a lot for teaching me guitar and lending yr guitar to me like all the time!am missing u guys already.. sob.. especially the guitar.. heheh

all my friends: thanks for accepting me for who I am.. will miss all of you... thanks for being my friends peeps.. :D

cheers,

Dugaan yg terpaksa ditempuhi..apalah salahku..

speed bumps are bound to come in your way, someway or another. I do not believe that a perfect happiness exist for anyone. But, for me, what I went through today is definitely not "little speed bumps." it was more like huge, rough road humps. anyway, it's been terrible and it's been hectic. I still have a lot on hold. Oh no, I seriously have no idea how I'm going to get it all done. my coll assignments, and my club stuff. Plus, getting a factory is giving me extra burden now. shikes. Oh God, please, it's time for me to get some help!!! I'm being tested by You. I know. But please. I dont know how much more can I take. *HEAVING HEAVILY*

plus, I have other worries. I wish I could feel more secure in my....

:'(

nothing new.. just posting it for fun reading.. ;)

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Life isn't always what it seems. yes, so true. anyway, I'm really stressed out right now. I wish the floor would just open up and swallow me n poof! gone forever.. that would be so nice. I will not have to worry about anything anymore. No need to do anything too :)) yayyy.. *sigh of relief*

oh well, I shouldn't be down so easily. This IS part and parcel of everyone's life. not just me alone. There are so many of us in the same boat. I'm currently supposed to be on a one week holiday. hell yeah! holiday??!!! owh crap. this isn't a holiday. owh yea, it is for some party: the lecturers!

as we are struggling to get their demands done, hmm.. i guess they are having such a blast, maybe on a spa massage or shopping spree. *breathe out loud* I haven't got any time for myself! Let alone, to pamper myself with relaxation and whatsoever. How much I would love to have a neck massage. seriously! I need it the most in this world. i bet my neck is the stiffest one around. aches badly due to all this work on computer. typing too. i'm not a fast typer. yeah..u may be saying to yourself, then why does she do this blog then? well, I'm letting everything out here! so I don't harbour it in me cos I do not wish myself to explode and burst one day!

And thinking about all the tests, pop quizzes, n etc.. goodness me.. those pop quizzes are really getting to me. it's popping my brains.. till a point that i can hear it boiling rigorously!! whoa!

owh well, I'm going to have to get back to my OSSLT assignment now :(

tada platter.. =_=" *sigh*